cant sleep

this is me 10:44pm everyone is asleep but i cant fall asleep WTF this sux, finally a chance to actually get some "sleep" and i cant go to sleep

bored outta my mind

so here i sit occasionaly looking up at the tv in hopes that something remotely interesting will come on but probably not thats usually how it goes.

looking at the tv

my hubbys truck

JUST WANTED TO SHARE A LITTLE ABOUT MY HUBBY AND HIS SECOND LOVE LOL

THATS HIM THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, JOSH AND HIS FORD HE LOVES THAT TRUCK AND IS IN THE PROCESS OF RESTORING IT NOW.

THIS IS MY LITTLE BROTHER KYLE HE IS ONE OF MANY PEOPLE JOSH HAS RECRUTED OVER THE YEARS TO HELP HIM, THIS DAY THEY WERE PUTTING SPEAKERS BACK IN THE DOORS AND ABOVE OUR HEADS.

SO HIS PLANS EVENTUALLY ARE TO PAINT THE OUTSIDE A REALLY DARK ALMOST BLACK SPARKLEY GREEN THE INSIDE HE HASNT REALLY TALKED ABOUT BUT FOR NOW IT HAS DARK GREEN DIAMOND TUCK ROOF AND SUN VISORS

                                                                               AND HE HAS TOUCHED UP THE DASH AND STUFF A BIT WITH SOME KELLY GREEN IT ACTUALLY LOOKS GOOD FOR JUST BEING A QUICK TEMPORARY THING WE MAY NOT HAVE ALOT OF CASH BUT IT STILL LOOKS GOOD

OK WELL THATS JUST A LITTLE ABOUT MY HUBBYS HOBBY RIGHT NOW I WILL HAVE PROGRESS UPDATES I AM SURE AND HOPEFULLY A NICE LOOKING TRUCK SOON AND MAYBE EVENTUALLY THE HORROR STORY ABOUT OUR MOTOR EXPIRENCE LOL BUT THATS ANOTHER STORY IN ITS SELF

poems and quotes to live by -1

I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday and days before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. All I have is memories and a picture in a frame. Your memory is a keepsake in which I'll never part. God has you in his keeping, I have you in my heart.Rest in peace mommy.We love you

Dana Kristen"Kristi" Ball-Cook

January29,1964--March26,2010

(had to show this one mom would have loved it!)

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                                                                        Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater, give her sperm she will make a baby, give her a house she will give you a home, give her groceries she will give you a meal, give her a smile she will give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what she is given. So if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit..
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sex is a sensation that starts with a temptation that leads to the escalation of a mans location to a womens destination to increase the population of the new generation. now do you get my explanation or do you need a demonstration??

Dancing: the vertical expression of a horizontal desire legalized by music.............. Live, Love, Learn and DANCE!!!!!!!

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"I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." ♥~Marilyn Monroe.

"Everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can come together"♥ Marilyn Monroe

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Always remember to be happy because you never know who's falling in love with your smile. ~Author Unknown

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I've carried a child within my body. I have comforted a baby upon my chest. My body is
not magazine perfect, but when I look in the mirror I am happy because I see a mother, and there is no greater honor than the love of a child they see no imperfections because to them there is none.

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‎"I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge -- myth is more

potent than history -- dreams are more powerful than facts -- hope

always triumphs over experience -- laughter is the cure for grief --

love is stronger than death." ♥

"Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible'!"
— Audrey Hepburn

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Dancing: the vertical expression of a horizontal desire legalized by music.............. Live, Love, Learn and DANCE!!!!!!!
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Im out of creamer~but thankful I have coffee. Ants abound marching in~but Im thankful I have enough to create crumbs. My neck, my back feel like crap~but thankful Im alive and free. Baby screams & toddler fits~ but oh so thankful Im thier mama! My hubby works and sleeps, not much else~but I am thankful he has a job and takes good care of us. To God I give thanks for this day, I sing a song in praise!
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Godsaw you getting tired and a cure was not to be. So, he put his arms around you & whispered "come with me". With tearful eyes, I watched you and saw you pass away. Although I loved u dearly, I could not makeyou stay. A golden heart stopped beating, hard working hands at rest. ...God..broke my heart to prove to me, he only takes the BEST..

                  R.I.P. MOM   Dora Forest Dec.7,1959- Aug.23,2009 we love you mom
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Save the TA TA'S!!!!! ( + )( + ) PERFECT (o)(o) PERKY(*)(*) COLD (^)(^) BIG ( o )( o ) OR SMALL (.)(.) EVEN GRANDMAS \./\./ SAVE THEM ALL!!!!!!

  OCTOBER IS BREAST CANCER AWARENESS MONTH WEAR PINK FOR ALL THE BOOBIES IN YOUR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This world is spinning and turning
And my head is full of learning,
But my thoughts keep on returning
To the things I used to know.
I should be stronger,
...But my mind continually wanders
And deep inside
A voice keeps crying
Where, oh where is love?

Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day. You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way. Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town. Waiting for someone or something to show you the way...



eternal time

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Walk lightly. Live brightly. Forgive nightly. Sleep tightly

A WATCHED POT NEVER BOILS

At the age of 4:Mom knows everything! At 8: Mom knows a lot! At 12: Mom doesn’t really know everything. At 14: Mom doesn’t know anything. At 16: Mom doesn’t exist. At 18: She’s old fashioned. At 25: Maybe Mom does know about this! At 35: Before we decide, let’s ask Mom. At 45: I wonder what Mom thinks about this? At 75...: I wish I could ask my Mom about this. Post this if you have the best Mom in the world.

this kind of goes with what i was talking about yesterday but this one is just pertaining to the many moms out there,just to let you know eventually we do look to you for assistance

waiting

" A WATCHED POT NEVER BOILS " Has anyone ever heard of that? yeah i know probably alot of you have and you know the more i go through life with kids and a husband i learn that even tho sometimes i dont want to admit it my mom and all the adults that i grew up with were not just telling me a bunch of B.S. lol
  now having that said damn sometimes on the last five mins that i am waiting for josh to call it seems like an eternity i wish he would just call already and say babe im on my way, start some coffee( yes coffe is a big part of this household, actually a major part) even tho i have already started it and it is usually done by the time he calls, but today its different he got his paperwork and book to read to apply for a job where he has been at for a year its a different part of the city tat will require him taking atest for it buit its like a ten dollar raise! so now im WAITING for him to come home cause this is the start of our life maybe looking up a little more! bye all i will keep you posted

my first blog lol 8-24-2010

WOW MY FIRST BLOG AT ALMOST 28 I FEEL LIKE THIS IS A MAJOR MILESTONE IN MY INTERNET LIFE.OK WELL WHERE TO START.........I HAVE HAD A GOOD LIFE SO FAR MY UPS AND DOWNS JUST LIKE ANYONE ELSE ON THIS LOVELY PLANET WE CALL HOME.I WAS RAISED BY A GREAT MOM HER NAME WAS KRISTI SHE HAD HER FAULTS JUST LIKE ANYONE ELSE AND WE HAD OUR DISAGREEMENTS JUST LIKE ANY MOTHER AND DAUGHTER WOULD AND EVENTUALLY WE MOVED ON, I MET JOSH WHEN I WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL, MY COUSIN WAS AND IS STILL WITH HIS BROTHER, WELL AFTER I MOVED BACK TO OUR HOMETOWN ME AN JOSH HOOKED UP IN HIGH SCHOOL WHEN WE WERE BOTH ABOUT TO TURN 15, YES FOLKS WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER THAT LONG LOL, OK WELL WE BOTH FINISHED HIGH SCHOOL AND WENT ON WITH OUR LIVES NOW WE HAVE 3 KIDS THAT ARE MY WHOLE LIFE. ALLISON WAS BORN OCTOBER 31ST 2008 IMAGINE OUR SURPRISE HUH JORDEN CAME ALONG ABOUT 2 YEARS LATER ON AUGUST 9 2008 AND SHELBY ALMOST AN EXACT YEAR LATER ON AUGUST 6 2009. BUT THAT WAS THE END OF THE KID TRAIN FOR US I GOT MY TUBES TIED LOL. UGH KIDS ARE GOING OUTTA CONTROL IM GUNNA QUIT FOR NOW MAYBE ILL GET THE HANG OF SHIT AND NOT WRITE SO MUCH LOL ANY SUGGESTIONS?